The Numbers are in.

Apple has their own Country Music Radio station!!!! Just kidding about the numbers, I just think it's too darn cool.

I did read though and have been keeping it to myself that we will be hoping to step on the moon once again in February. 

I have found some great information about Chandra. I found a downloadable and printable calendar plus lots of activities to get you through those stale hours. Small fun fact is that it takes about as much power as a hair dryer to run Chandra. Not to bad for a satellite huh? https://chandra.harvard.edu/edu/print.html

I kind of have been MIA here for a while but it seems like I don't know what to say or if you will even be interested in following what I have to say. I'm being a victim of my own self being a ding dong. I have to believe in me more. Putting that one on a post it notes glued to my forehead next time.

I also invested in my physical exercise program I plan on implementing tomorrow. Starting out small again. I'm so all over the board that I don't bore myself, but I sure don't finish and get back to or even continue programs I set for myself. Lots of unfinished work but I kind of got the short end of the stick when in my life it's all about progress not perfection anymore. But boy do I sure try. 

I bought a kettle bell, one of those big balls so I can strengthen my core and running shoes comfortable enough to make any excuse and black, so I don't have to worry about them getting dirty. All we have here is open fields of dirt around this 11-acre property, so in that sense I really don't have any excuse there then excuses and procrastination to get my hinny out there and at least walk. I get down on myself letting all that muscle go. I had built up my body so much that when I lost all that muscle I was like a baggy sack of a bag of bones. I'm slowly but surely getting my chest, shoulders back. My legs are so so and skinny it makes me wanna cry. MY dari'-are is flattening out....I can't have that so I may as well use it before I loose it ...Right?!!!!!!!!? I would if I most kindly can ask if someone if not you would message me and see if I'm still alive or staying on track. I kinda call my own shots and so here I am. 

I love mental health but as many times I explain my 'voices' situation they just don't get it, It's just one of those things I suppose that I will have to chalk up to one of my distinguished qualities. 

Check this out. I was playing with Micrososft's math program and made this equation. I was pleasantly shocked that it actually was workable. Go figure!!! I never know about me sometimes.

((896960+jk97-j64=037/987

Evaluate

jk97-j64+885299557/987

Solution Steps

99896960+jk97-j64+037/987

Convert 896960 to fraction 885299520/987 and 37/987 have the same denominator, add them by adding their numerators.

Add 885299520 and 37 to get 885299557.

885299557/987=jk97-j64

Factor 987jk97-987j64+88529955/987

Solution Steps

((987jk97+885299557-987j64/987

Factor out 1/987

987jk97+885299557-987j64/987

Wow, what a whooper huh? I just love running numbers and playing with calculators. I have some pretty funny stories about I'll save those for another day. I'm getting tired and want to design or re-design another room and I have to take my meds. I really have to keep up with the anti psychotics as the what I call "noise" or "calamity" gets really loud sometimes because my mind is just still and nothing to focus on. Keeps me up at night and I won't get any sleep at all. It's better to get to sleep and have a break to wake up to them  then not to sleep at all. Ya know. 

Anyhow, I have a book that I found at the laundry room in our town that I hope to share some great information with you especially for its aging women. WE all age, it just depends on whether we smile through it or complain about the crows feet and wrinkles we are bound to since birth. Oh yes, gonna have another small peptide smoothie too. Keeps my system running at full potential and my energy and vitality stay strong. That's another reason for working out because I figure a string body will keep my mind just like that and they both can work simultaneously together that way.

Till next time...be good to yourself. I too will keep an eye out on my actions, thoughts and behaviors and hold myself accountably for them yet be kind enough to grow from it.